Longing to hold him

To all of you who have been so supportive,

loving and prayerful

(and patient while I've been unable to access

the internet),

Thank you.

From the deepest parts of my weary heart.

Thank you for your love.

And your prayers

and emails and blog comments,

and your tears.

Mostly for your tears.

As we weep together,

I feel your love and it lifts me through this trial.

I am spending my days and nights

holding my own baby

while she longs to hold hers.

I've written several posts in my heart.

I'll start posting them . . .

Tomorrow.

Today I need to take my baby to the beach

and let the sun warm her lonely arms.

You understand, I know.

Love you.

Bunches.

And yes,

God is good!

And His purposes are just

and perfect.