Still missing you, Gav.

(Oh, how we would have loved this song, this video.)

I slept with your teddy bear last night. It wasn't enough.

Still missing you, my boy. 

All day. 

Every hour. 

All night. 

Every night.

Every rain, every snow, every misty morning.

Every bit of news of every old friend.

Every new flower or birdsong or fresh young leaf .

Every hike, every wave, every vista.

Every sunrise, every sunset.

Every moment of sun on my skin.

Or breeze on my face.

Every old song.  Every new one.

I think of you.

It all wants to be shared.

 With you.

Accentuates the loneliness.

Without you.

 So I slept with Gummy last night.

Again. 

He wasn't enough.

But you were worth it. 

Every hour, every day, every night. 

All of it.

All of it.

All of it.